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Run for your life through the Field of Fright…

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Field of Fright

L.P. Madera

They said to never go into Mr. Davis’ cornfield because the entire land is cursed, but in this particular circumstance Marcus had no choice. Awakened at 2:45 AM to the sound of police banging on his apartment door coupled with the barking and growling of dogs, was enough to make anyone take the risk. He didn’t know why anyone was coming after him but he knew he had to run. 

            With nothing but a wifebeater, cargo pants, and his crocs, Marcus slid out the back door and flew to the cornfields behind the complex. Using his arms to shield his face, he crashed through the tall stalks for thirty minutes before stumbling upon the enormous, menacing creature standing proudly in the middle of the dense vegetation.

Like a magnificant statue, it towered ten feet off the ground, secured in place by a thick wooden stake. The oversized jeans and xxl flannel shirt were packed full of straw, and what Marcus assumed to be one of Mr. davis’ old hats was positioned atop a round, fleshy-looking head. The eyes of the scarecrow were what captured his attention the most. 

            They were piercing black orbs about the size of ping pong balls and had a sheen to them that made them look almost alive against the fleshy skin. The eyes pierced into his soul and sent a shiver down his spine.

            “Well, I’ll be.” he said as he inched closer. “you are one sorry-looking son of a bitch aren’t you? I think I’m gonna name you Randall.”

A shrill scream pierced the air followed by several snarls, high-pitched yips, and three gunshots jerking Marcus’ attention away from the scary beast. He bolted further into the cornfield with nothing but the dim moonlight to guide him for two miles. An intense stabbing pain pierced his sides with every breath and Marcus slowed his running to a brisk walk before stopping completely. He winced at a sharp, stinging sensation spread throughout his arms and his legs. 

            Looking down, his eyes widened at the sight of dark liquid oozing out of his skin and streaming down his exposed appendages. Some of it was smeared. Upon closer inspection, he discovered tiny gashes covering his whole body. The running and the fear from earlier made him immune to the lacerations left by the leaves of the corn. Now that the adrenaline had died down, it was all kicking in.

                “Shit.” He mumbled as he took off his wifebeater.

                He balled it up and used it as a rag to wipe the blood off his skin. Once he was finished, he tucked it into one of his pant pockets and checked his surroundings. Everything was quiet now. Almost too quiet. The kind of quiet that is so quiet its actually deafening. He jumped and his heart started racing when his eyes caught what stood in front of him. 

            Standing there looking at him, was another enormous gaunt figure. Could it be the same scarecrow from before? There’s no way that would have been possible unless he went in a complete circle. Marcus turned and peered at the ground around him and his skin went cold.

                The trail he left was gone now. There was no sign of him trapsing through the corn at all. The only disturbed part of the field was this 7ft diameter circle he was standing in. Towering over him and giving a judgemental glare was the ten foot tall figure stuffed with straw from before. Beads of sweat began to form on his forehead and he walked closer to inspect it. 

            The intense gaze coupled with furrowed brows and contorted features gave off a vibe of anger and disapproval.

​            “Well, howdy once again, Randall.” Marcus half-chuckled tipping his head in a mock salute.

 He marched forward to the other end of the circle and took a glance at the stars to which he found the north star and began to follow it through the dense foliage. North would take him out of the field and the opposite direction of the town and the police. As he walked, he pondered why the police were at his apartment. Surely, it wasn’t due to the missing person’s case on that woman that disappeared a few weeks ago. According to the gossip in the appartments, she was on drugs and her boyfriend had supposedly disposed of her in a dispute. Still, he was to blame for all of the issues in that town. Part of the downside to being an ex con since his youth. 

He wandered until a dense fog began to grow in the field and clouds began to block out the stars, covering his visual direction. He had to be close now. He had to be. He had been walking the same direction for a few hours. Though he could no longer see the stars, he still felt like he was going in the right direction. So much time had passed, he didn’t realize when he stumbled upon the same clearing from before coming face to face with Randall, the grotesque scarecrow. 

            His heart raced and he let out a quiet yell in disgust as he searched for his trail behind him and to his dismay found no trace once again of his wanderings through this seemingly endless cornfield.

                He stopped for a moment in frustration and wonder.

                “What the hell is going on?” he whispered to himself and spun in a circle to find his bearings.

                He couldn’t have been lost. He knew exactly where he was going. Fog or not. He picked up the pace to a speed walk and then a run through the field until he ran out of breath and could no longer see due to the fog. As he stood in the tall stalks, his ears picked up a rustling to his right. 

            His body tensed. Balling his hands into fists, he stopped and held his breath as the rustling grew closer. He let out a small sigh when a raccoon came out of the stalks and obsered him with curiosity for a moment. They locked eyes before the furry creature ambled off to the left side of him.

                He picked up the pace once again and began jogging through the rows, not caring where he ended up, just wanting to leave the corn field and get to somewhere other than here. 

Maybe this place is cursed. He thought to himself before quickly shaking the thought from his mind and continuing forward.

                As he trudged on, his ears picked up a scream sending him into a panic and into a full sprint. Not caring that the plant leaves were cutting into his bare skin, he ran like his life depended on it to get as far away from this place as he could.

                The big toe on his left foot dug into the ground at an odd angle in his crocs causing his ankle to twist sideways and he went tumbling onto the ground. When he finally came to his senses and spit the dirt out of his mouth, his eyes picked up a shiny object in front of him. He extended his arm out and picked up the small, delicate item. It was a silver locket with a picture of two old people in it. His blood ran cold.

                The woman from the town who had gone missing was wearing a locket just like this. But if her druggie boyfriend was the one who killed her, why was the locket here in the middle of this endless cornfield in the middle of nowhere. Why wasn’t she buried in a ditch somewhere just as everyone had predicted. His ponderings were cut short when he looked up to find the scarecrow looking back at him.

                “What the hell?” he exclaimed. “Not you again!”

                He stood up and wiped the dirt from himself and stared at the ugly creature once more. It’s menacing glare piercing his soul. The longer he looked at it, the more unsettled he became and he wondered how long he had been out here running in circles. It was still uncomfortably silent and the screams and shrieks of the officers and their dogs had Marcus wondering if they had been killed somehow.

                He slowly backed away from the scary creature wanting nothing but to leave this place. He backed into one of the tall, green corn stalks and as it touched his skin, a sticky glue sensation took hold of his arms and shoulders. He flailed in a futile attempt to leave its grasp but it was no use. The leaves had glued themselves to him and he struggled as they continued to wrap around him tightly until he felt nothing and began to see in a tunnel vision.

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Space: To Boldly Go or to Be Grounded Forever?

“Space: the final frontier. These are the voyages of the starship Enterprise. Its five-year mission: to explore strange new worlds, to seek out new life and new civilizations, to boldly go where no man has gone before.”

Monologue of Gene Roddenberry’s Star Trek

Many of you may recognize this quote from the popular 60’s sci-fi show, Star Trek. The featured protagonist, Captain James T. Kirk, embarked on many adventures through the universe with his friends aboard their beloved starship Enterprise. The central mission of the crew is to “explore strange new worlds, to seek out new life and new civilizations” and of course, “to boldly go where no man has gone before.” Since the beginning of time, humans have looked upon the stars with a sense of wonder and admiration. Ancient astronomers would even ‘connect the dots’ within the stars forming some of the constellations we know today. They would invent backstories for the gods, goddesses, and creatures they saw. Perhaps, this is why shows like Star Trek became so popular with many people. The central themes behind them restored this same sense of childlike wonder to those who dreamed of space as their ancestors before them.

Shows like this, in addition to the space race, fueled a new sense of excitement for the future. Since the end of the shuttle program, it seems that this sense of wonder and hope for our future has begun to diminish. With war, lack of funding, sickness, and climate change constantly holding us back, it has been extremely difficult to send humans back to the moon and beyond. Although NASA’s Artemis program and the rise in space tourism by eccentric billionaires like Elon Musk, Jeff Bezos, and Sir Richard Branson, have added new excitement in the space industry, there are still those who show intense disinterest and would rather drop the space program all together. The reasoning behind this belief is that we need to focus on saving our own planet before we destroy another one. Furthermore, there are still many individuals who are suffering on this planet and therefore it would be a waste of money and resources to invest in space exploration.

Others believe that interplanetary exploration is a necessity as our planet is doomed to perish in the future. The only hope of saving humanity is to broaden our reach and acquire multiple home planets. In a sense, both of these viewpoints are equally correct in their own way. Perhaps we should focus on nurturing our own planet and its people into a perfect paradise before we look for another home. However, it would also be the best idea to reach out into the stars for humanity’s sake, for the innovation of technology, better understanding of the universe, and the inspiration of people everywhere.

If we take a look at the pros and cons of traveling to space, the pros seem to outweigh the cons. For instance, in regards to the climate change argument, we can see that space travel actually helps us to better understand this issue in some ways. Most of the climate data and models researchers examine come from satellites put into orbit by climate scientists working for NASA and other affiliates. A lot of deep oceanic exploration is conducted by climate scientists and astrobiologists. Additionally, as we reach further out into space, we will encounter many new problems and the solutions to these problems will lead to new technologies that will benefit humanity. The biggest issue is that of food and how to grow it. Designing new food production technologies for astronauts will inevitably lead to methods that can be used to grow and distribute nutritious foods in impoverished areas of the world. NASA’s Deep Space Food Challenge that began early this year has been a prime example. The space agency asked the public to design a sustainable food production system that could help feed astronauts as well as those suffering from food insecurities on Earth. A technological feat more interesting is that of 3D printing. Astronauts on the International Space Station are conducting research that aims to use microgravity to 3D print human organs and other tissues. With this technology, humanity will no longer have to rely on organ donations or worry about bodily rejections due to an insufficient match.

While the benefits of space travel for humanity may seem endless, the greatest reason for exploration is this: humanity has always been, and will always be, curious. As Carl Sagan once said, “Somewhere, something incredible is waiting to be known.” Without curiosity, humanity would be nowhere. You would not be here reading this blog post on whatever device you are using if your ancestors did not bring you here through curious exploration and risk-taking. The citizens of the countries that had the first maritime explorers probably felt the same way some of you do about space travel. They probably thought it was a waste of time and money but there is opportunity in exploration. There is hope in curiosity.

Those of you who think space exploration is a waste of time and money, that humanity should focus on saving our planet as well as our own suffering species, ask yourselves this: “What am I doing to help?” If the answer is nothing then do you really even get an opinion on the matter? If you are doing your part to help save this planet, if you are donating and volunteering in your local food pantry or Red Cross or Peace Corps, good for you. You are doing your part. My next question for you is: “Why can’t we do both?” Why can’t we go to space and help our people and our planet too? Is that so impossible? If so, why? Okay, that might be a few more questions than was expected but its something to consider.

Everyone has differing opinions. It’s what keeps things interesting between humans. Sometimes, this can be a good thing while other times, it can lead to intense conflict and even war. We must all remember how little we are in this endless universe. All we have is each other and while nothing we do may matter in the vast scheme of things, we do have the power to change the world around us and help one another. There are over seven billion humans scattered throughout this big ball of rock and water. We have the power to do really great things. We just have to believe in ourselves individually and as a whole.

With that, I will leave you all with some inspiring space-related quotes:

“When I orbited the Earth in a spaceship, I saw for the first time how beautiful our planet is. Mankind, let us preserve and increase this beauty and not destroy it.”

Yuri Gagarin (Russian Cosmonaut- First human in space)

“Don’t tell me man doesn’t belong out there. Man belongs wherever he wants to go-and he’ll do plenty well when he gets there.”

Wernher Von Braun (Aerospace Engineer)

“A sense of the unknown has always lured mankind and the greatest of the unknowns today is outer space. The terrors, the joys, and sense of accomplishment are epitomized in the space program.”

William Shatner (American Actor- Captain Kirk- Star Trek)

“Every generation has the obligation to free men’s minds for a look at new worlds…to look out from a higher plateau than the last generation.”

Ellison S. Onizuka (First Asian-American Astronaut to fly in space)

“All of a sudden, space isn’t friendly. All of a sudden, its a place where people can die…many more people are going to die. But we can’t explore space if the requirement is that there be no casualties; we can’t do anything if the requirement is that there be no casualties.”

Isaac Asimov (American Writer)

“Science is not a boy’s game, its not a girl’s game. Its everyone’s game. It’s about where we are and where we’re going. Space travel benefits us here on Earth. And we ain’t stopped yet. There’s more exploration to come.”

Nichelle Nichols (American actress-Lieutenant Uhura-Star Trek)

Reference Materials:

“Become a Volunteer.” How To Volunteer | American Red Cross, https://www.redcross.org/volunteer/become-a-volunteer.html#step1.

Hall, Loura. “Deep Space Food Challenge.” NASA, NASA, 12 Jan. 2021, https://www.nasa.gov/feature/deep-space-food-challenge/.

Johnson, Michael. “3D Printing, Biology Research Journey Back to Earth in Spacex’s Dragon.” NASA, NASA, 3 Apr. 2020, https://www.nasa.gov/mission_pages/station/research/news/3d-printing-biology-research-journey-back-to-earth-in-spacex-20-dragon.

“Oceanography.” NASA, NASA, https://science.nasa.gov/earth-science/focus-areas/oceanography.

“Taking a Global Perspective on Earth’s Climate.” NASA, NASA, 17 Sept. 2021, https://climate.nasa.gov/nasa_science/history/.

writers, TEAM GOODNET Made up of. “5 Stellar Environmental Volunteer Opportunities.” Goodnet, 18 Oct. 2020, https://www.goodnet.org/articles/5-stellar-environmental-volunteer-opportunities-list.

What is Fear? The Invisible Dream-Killer

“I must not fear. Fear is the mind-killer. Fear is the little-death that brings total obliteration. I will face my fear. I will permit it to pass over me and through me. And when it has gone past I will turn the inner eye to see its path. Where the fear has gone there will be nothing. Only I will remain.”

Bene Gesserit Litany against fear: Frank Herbert’s Dune

Frank Herbert’s Dune, published in 1965, is a science fiction novel that follows the life of young Paul Atreides (Muad’dib) and his rise to power as ‘the chosen one’ on the desert planet Arrakis. Paul was born into the noble family Atreides on the water planet, Caladan. His father, Duke Leto, was the twenty-sixth generation ruler of Caladan. He and the Atreides family were sent to rule Arrakis due to the Duke’s popularity and the emperor’s insecurities that the people liked him better. Paul’s mother, Lady Jessica, was a Bene Gesserit, a religious sisterhood whose members train their bodies and minds to obtain supernatural powers. She taught him the way of the Bene Gesserit, which was uncommon to teach male children. However, she and the reverend mother believed that Paul would become the Kwisatch Haderach, a savior who could see all.

This is a strange and fascinating story full of drama, betrayal, and bizarre sandworms that people ride upon and collect a mélange drug ‘spice’ from. Throughout the story, Paul is faced with many scenarios that would scare a normal person half to death. However, this Litany against fear was one of the many sayings he memorized in his Bene Gesserit training. It is a meditative chant or mantra used to steady oneself in times of stress or anxiety in order to have a clear mind. Each challenge he was faced with he would always clear his mind and tell himself, “I must not fear. Fear is the mind-killer.”

What is fear? In technical terms, fear can be defined as an unpleasant emotion caused by the perception that something or someone will cause pain or a threat to life. This can be an innate response, ( a survival mechanism that has stuck with humans through evolution.) Innate fears include phobias such as arachnophobia, fear of snakes, or a fear of heights. These fears can be easy to adapt to and overcome. But what about the others?

Fear of failure is one of the biggest circumstances that holds us back in life. It keeps us from trying new things due to the possibility of embarrassment. These are perfectly normal scenarios to have anxiety for. By nature, humans love routines and are attracted to patterns. Especially, if those routines/patterns benefit them. It is normal to be afraid of taking risks and trying new things out of the fear of losing everything.

Many of us ask ourselves, “What if it doesn’t work? What if it goes wrong and I fail/lose everything?”. Next time you find yourself asking this, try telling yourself instead, “What if it does work and it actually turns out well? What if it changes my life for the better?”

Fear can get in the way of many important avenues of our lives. Sometimes, to the point where it consumes us. We stop taking risks, we settle and accept monotonous or ‘good-enough’ lives. Sometimes, we live unsatisfactory lives out of fear for something worse. Fear keeps us from applying to jobs, moving out of our hometowns/states, persuing relationships, or ending them all due to a factor of uncertainty. The outcome is unknown and that just flat out disturbs us.

One of the most important things to remember is that fear is not only the mind-killer like Paul recites in the Bene Gesserit Litany against fear, but it is also the dream-killer. It keeps us from pursuing better lives for ourselves and others and this is not good. We are not sessile like trees, with roots planted deep within the ground. We are free spirits meant to live our lives to the fullest no matter what. We only get one life. One shot. None of us knows which day will be our last.

So, next time you find yourself faced with a tough decision, all of the pros outweigh the cons and the only thing holding you back is fear, you look that big old fear monster right in its ugly eyes and tell it what old Jack Burton always says, “Give me your best shot. I can take it, because the check is in the mail.”

Now, go out and live your lives to the fullest. Don’t be afraid, because fear is the mind-killer. And remember, stay curious, and never, ever, stop exploring.